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Had my first clubbing experience today.
I didn’t like it at all. I feel like I drank a lot but somehow I just couldn’t get high. Or maybe dancing and going crazy is just not the way I do things when I’m drunk. Then things suddenly got really squeezy with girl’s asses everywhere. And even though those girls don’t seem to care I just don’t feel comfortable grinding some random stranger.
Halfway through my friend drank too much and had to leave. I saw him out, then tried to get back to the dance floor. But it was so crowded. I was really lost as to what to do. I didn’t dare to just push my way through. So I just remained stuck somewhere for a while. And someone got pissed off. I just said sorry and quickly left.
I’m not made for such places. Well it was an experience at least.
People always laugh at me when I say that I’m afraid of groups of youngsters. But everytime I’m in some young crowded place I always get bullied. So is it really my fault I feel that way?
I just want to avoid the world altogether. I’m happy with just the few people that I love and that’s it.
Fuck doing cool things. I’m a nerd, and things are awesome that way.
Waiting to draw arms, but my mind is far away.
I’m used to being on holiday this time of the year. I can almost smell the winter air, feel the cold wind against my face. The feeling of waking up earlier than the rest of the world, hunger gnawing in my stomach in anticipation of a nice breakfast at some cosy cafe.
I want mac breakfast!!
I believe that there’s no such thing as deserved respect.
There is no one in the entire world who deserves respect just by who he is. I don’t believe that people older than you deserve your respect just because they’ve lived longer than you have. I don’t believe that teachers deserve respect just because they’re your teachers. I don’t believe that parents deserve respect just because they brought you into the world.
My beliefs pretty much go against every single chinese teaching there is. But you know what, fuck the chinese. I hate people who think they deserve to be respected.
If you want to be respected, then you fucking hell better earn that respect.
This is my belief.
My photo coverage of the 101211 lunar eclipse.
First lunar eclipse I’ve witnessed in my life!
Isn’t this girl just so amazingly pretty?
Watched the Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show 2011 yesterday. When I first saw the clips on facebook, I almost thought that they were the ones from the last fashion show. It seemed just a while ago that I watched the 2010 show!
So I went to check my blog archive and I realised that I actually watched the 2010 show on the 29th of December. Almost one whole year ago. Wow, time really does fly. I wonder what I’ve done since then…?
I feel so old to be 19 years old! I still think I’m like 16 or 17! Haha I know a friend who always laughs at me like I’m insane whenever I say that.
I miss school. I miss studying even!
I miss being a civilian.
Finally decided that 500px was too small and expanded my blog column to 800 pixels! Whew it looks so much…free-er now. Fireworks picture to celebrate!
Time has absolutely flown since I last posted here. I’m just about to pass out and get my three chevrons! But I’m not that excited though. It means more responsibilities. Much more. And I’m not sure I can handle it.
Army just keeps throwing me obstacle after obstacle doesn’t it. I’ll just have to try my best!
Long break this weekend.
This marks the start of another chapter of my army story. Soon I’ll be going to Khatib Camp to start my training as an Artillery Specialist. 6 months down, another 18 more months to go.
I used to think that 2 years wasn’t very long. Now I wish these two years would hurry up and pass. Looking at everyone moving on with their life and going to university makes me jealous. I want to go to university too!
But maybe in these two years I’ll be able to change myself for the better. Hopefully.
We were but strangers,
every single one of us.
We were but strangers,
placed together from the start.You are my brothers,
we’ve been through rain and mud,
And come today my friend
United we all standWe’ve been through lightning, rain and sun
Now we’re back to where we first begun
Through walls of fire we once run
Forget your friend, you know I can’t.
Embarking on the next leg of my journey, I can’t help but miss my section mates and commanders from Cougar.
But that’s the way life is! The next few weeks will probably be tough, but I’ll always do my best, and with that I’m sure that I’ll end up where I want to be in the end.
Until the day my stripes turn into chevrons, lets go!
POP!
I can’t decide whether to be happy or not that it’s over. It all depends on whether my new unit is good or bad I guess! I really hope it’s good.
Over the past 4 months I feel like I’ve changed. Not a lot, but it’s a step in the right direction.
i’m obviously bored.
and i miss taking photos so badly.
well things have gone pretty well since my last post! i survived field camp and next week i’ll finish up all the high key events. then it’s countdown to pop!
can’t wait.
